Tuesday, January 31, 2012

From the top...

So I've decided to start a blog to keep you guys current with what's going on with me. Most of you probably don't know a lot of the specifics, so I'll just start from the beginning.

In April of 1998, I found a lump in my left breast. I went to my doctor but wasn't diagnosed with breast cancer until June 15. On June 25 I had a radical mastectomy and reconstructive surgery. I then began six months of chemotherapy that was followed by 28 rounds of radiation. When that was completed, I began taking a daily hormone pill and continued with that treatment for five years. For the next twelve years, I saw my oncologist at least yearly and received great check-ups. However, in June of 2010 that changed.

When I saw my oncologist in June of 2010, I had recently lost about 30 pounds without trying. This concerned her so she ordered some additional tests. One of them showed a spot on my sacrum, which is a bone just above the tailbone. Additional tests showed a spot on my lungs and possibly my liver. A doctor at UAB tried to biopsy my lung but was unable to without major surgery. I didn't want that so another doctor biopsied my sacrum. On August 11 I received the call that no one wants to receive. I soon began seeing a breast cancer specialist at the Kirklin Clinic at UAB. She told me that I had stage 4 metastatic breast cancer. Although the cancer is not in my breast, since my original cancer was breast cancer this cancer is considered to be breast cancer that has spread to other tissues, or metastatic breast cancer. It is in my bone, lung, and possibly liver. My prognosis was 10-15 years. But hey, God is good and new treatments are always on the horizon. Ten-15 years? They'll find a cure before then! I'll probably have grandchildren to play with and I don't need to go anywhere!

However, to continue after my slight digression, I began chemotherapy treatments on September 2. I was tolerating the treatments fairly well, but I was getting more and more tired. In March of 2011, my doctor decided to change my chemotherapy to a daily pill. At that point I began taking five chemo pills per day and receiving herceptin and zometa infusions every three weeks. I have continued on that regimen since that time. I take zometa because the cancer spread to the bone and zometa can help reduce and delay bone complications. The herceptin works with the chemotherapy to fight the cancer.

Because the cancer is stage 4, I will need to be on some type of treatment for the rest of my life. Yes, I'm tired—physically and emotionally. I'm not able to do many of the things that I used to do. Neal does the majority of the cooking in our house now, which is quite a challenge for him since he has to drive to Nashville (four hours round trip) at least three times a week. I try to do some housework, but I usually run out of energy before it gets done. But God has sustained me. He's not through with me yet!

“The LORD your God is with you, He is mighty to save. He will take great delight in you, He will quiet you with His love, He will rejoice over you with singing.” ~ Zephaniah 3:17. The LORD our God takes great delight in us! He even rejoices over us with singing! Can you even begin to imagine that! I may have my problems, but my God is with me and rejoicing over me. Hallelujah!

18 comments:

  1. Cindy,
    You are wonderful spirit filled woman and I thank you for sharing your blog with us. I came across a quote that made me think of you. It said “Instead of being angry or trying to figure out why you are being punished seek God’s wisdom and higher purpose for your struggle.” I believe that is exactly what you are doing, “seeking God’s wisdom and higher purpose for your struggle.” I wanted you to know that Eva has been a wonderful friend to my son David and my daughter Meg (as of Dec.17 when they married, Meg became my daughter). Eva will be a wonderful daughter for you. She has a strong faith in God. I met your David at the wedding. He was a very nice young man and I could tell that he and Eva are in love. I have been through this battle in my family (breast cancer) and I know that it is not an easy one but it can be one that is amazing when you can see God begin to use you for His higher purpose. God bless you Cindy. I will be praying for you.

    Rachel

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    1. Thank you for you comments. Yes, Eva is going to be a wonderful daughter. It's quite obvious that she allows God to lead her. And yes, I want to be used by God. There is a much higher purpose at stake here. In the grand scheme of things, it doesn't matter that I have cancer. What matters is whether or not I will allow God to use me during the battle and who might be influenced for Him. And thank you especially for your prayers.

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  2. Cindy,
    I knew you first when you had your first bout of cancer in 98. You have been such a testimony with your sweet spirit. I lost a few really close friends to cancer. My mother also been cursed by this decease so I know first hand how serious this is. I want you to know I will continue to pray for you. We serve a God who is still in the healing business daily. I will pray for his will to be done. You continue to let your light shine. I'm so proud to known you all these years and even work with you!!
    Bless you!!
    Mary Beth Powers

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    1. Thanks Mary Beth. And thanks so much for your prayers!

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  3. Cindy, you are such a wonderful witness! 10-15 years is a good long time! Time for many wonderful things to happen to you and even a cure to be found! You are always in my prayers!
    Deborah Bowling

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  4. Aren't you glad that GOD has the last say so? Yes! God is healer and a sustainer. If he says so, you will be here at 90! That is why I serve him because he great! All that.. and a bag of chips :)

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  5. I am glad that you started this blog, so that we can follow your progress and also continue to pray for you and your family. Riley, Shaun and I would love to do anything we can to up, so if you need help cleaning, shopping, or cooking, just let us know. I am not a great cook, but I can order take out with the best of them and deliver it to you!

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    1. Thank you so much Lennie. I miss you and your girls. Come see me sometime! Email me your number and I'll send you mine so you can text me to make sure I'm at school.

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  6. Good morning. Thank you for your patience, guidance and sharing time with me.
    peace*

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    1. You are such a joy! Did you notice the picture? ;-)

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  7. Cindy, You are such an inspiration to others with your strength and ability to smile and give so much to your students and everyone else around you, despite this battle you are fighting. I feel so blessed to know you! Also, thank you for sharing your blog with us. You know my thoughts and prayers are with you always.
    ~ Vinchenza

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    1. Thank you Vinchenza. You are such a sweetheart. I'll miss you this next year!

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  8. Cindy, You are in my prayers. May you find strength and comfort knowing that people care. You are such an inspriation to us all. Keep your spirits up.

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  9. Cindy,
    You will be in my prayers. Thank you for sharing. I've heard so many wonderful things about your class. You've touched so many children's lives and we are fortunate to have you at MES.

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    1. Thank you! I know several Jennifer's at MES. To which am I speaking?

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